My little brother passed away when he was 9, on the last day of school before Xmas, on his way home.
He was on his bike making the last turn before he would’ve made it home.
For 32 years, I blamed myself for not being there for him that day.
For that he was there alone when the paramedics cut out his shirt, on a cold winter day, attempting to save his life.
He was 5 years younger than me. I didn’t see him that morning. I left before he woke up.
I didn’t say goodbye, I didn’t know that that would be the last day of his life….
Only if I knew, I would have……..
When I got home, no one was home except his backpack soaked in his blood, sitting at the corner of the front door.
The image of his bloody backpack haunted me for years, in my nightmares.
In my latest “Quantum Healing” session, I was able to channel him with the help of Andrea Choate.
He said, “I am so proud of you, sis, that you found your true purpose to spread more love into the world.”
I said, “I miss you! I am sorry I wasn’t there for you, did you feel pain? You must have been so scared, didn’t you?”
He said, “I am happy. I tried to signal you but you were in sadness. I miss you too.”
If today were the last day of your life, who would you reach out to?
～ Love you more ❤️
Kolline